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My LOVEFATE
(Full Story can be read on Kenji's blogs at Http://jbsolis@blogspot.com)
My friend who has a friend somewhere in Visayas introduced me to a friend, who happens to
be a friend of my long lost friend, who introduces you to me. (haba noh, hehe) You attended Institute where I attended,
and befriend my group of friends too but the irony about it; we never knew each other or spoke with each other then. You
and your friends just pass by and run around and this old lad madly in love sheepishly sits in the couch while listening to
the MPIRians chants and juvenile laugh. You fill up my celphone Inbox, though it can store up to 400 messages. It's
Bluetooth and Infrared and built in Modem trembles when a text came from you. You compliment me on how strong
I am and asked if I can really lift the bells that are dumb. nyehaha Your funny and sweet sarcasm, though sometimes maddening
is ur lambing to me and I honestly like it. hehe You and I can have a date in a text; where we both sit in the sacred
bench facing the tree of life at the back of the temple. Before X-Men teleporting will be available and Star Wars Hologram
will be realize a date between a guy in KSA and a girl in QC can already materialize. Call us mad or crazy…but hey,
we live in our world, not for your musing or taunts but because we are trying to build an eternal bonds! 
You label me patently as "corny" not just once or twice but 40 more times or
so in calls, chats, texts, and in emails, and yet if you don't find it annoying, you either love it and bet you, also missing
it.
You deliberately criticizes me for being the madrama person ever that you have known, in fact more madrama than
you and wonder what I am doing here in the midst of sand dunes and oil rich KSA where as I might have a potential in acting
or stage playing. Last Valentines day, you asked me to perform a drama just for you, and you're quite impressed. Since then,
you joined me in my rehearsals and shootings, as well as in my interviews and appearances. You become my best fan ever…yes
as the song goes, 'the greatest fan of my life"
 kenji & shiela
At first you want to get rid of me, but I am the ever makulit guy, and my kakulitan eventually win your
heart… I thank my makulit qualities, my makulit mom and dad, my makulit teachers and friends, and all the makulit family
for all the things they've shared to me. With out them, I won't win the heart of one of the most makulit girl I've known.
Hehehe
You called me over the celphone one time and all you said in almost one-minute long distance call is a cute
word that you tease to me "IYAKIN!" The next call lasted for minutes, 9 minutes, 10 minutes, 15 minutes, etc…with "love
you" lines from start to end.
You have a big picture beside my bed, beside my most handsome picture (nyehehe!) you
always smile at me. I am even talking to you sometimes. Why are you staring at me? How come you're not tired of
smiling? Why I am so in love with you? You never answered back but you still smile. (hehehe Sira na si kenji)
We have
two or three days “vocabulary wrestle” over the meaning of the word ‘special’. And you taught me the
most profound thought about that word. Today, you are the most special woman in my life, my mother too, my sister too, my
nieces too, but you are the most special of them all. They know why. You are my significant other.
You told me several times to see a psychiatrist and have me examined
for latent mental illness. I promised to see one, and I will give you a copy of the finding. Hehehe I suspect you're the cause
of it. If I will be arrested, I wrote your name in my journal, your address, your company name, everything about you. It will
be more fun to get jailed with you than not to have you in this life or in the life to come. (hehehe)
You love to collect
children’s storybooks, and you asked me not to laugh. I didn’t. I express hilarity. (That because you didn’t
see, if you did, you could have whacked your book to me) peace! Yup, I'm laughing hard…but guess what? I'm now collecting
kids stuff. Paniwala talaga ako sa karma ba…hehehe
When I was courting you, I got sick. You chided me, you said
it's only lovesick; I need to drink plenty of water, even to drink all the water of my drinking water company. Grrr!
There
never was a day that you didn’t toss me a pang-asar, and you said this would only cease once I fight back to you! And
since I'm not good in asaran...(hehehe ewan lang ha, sa mga naasar ko peace pow!) I throw all corny and drama lines to you.
Hehe, oh di ba fair lang?
In one day, if I won’t receive a text from you, the whole world is gloomy. I miss your
pang-aasar! When I heard your voice, I don’t like texting anymore. You have a soothing beatific voice! Hayan, we both
always run out of load. Hehehe ay ako lang pala..buti na lang may Yahoo, Meebo at Chikka. Our Voice chats lasted to as long
as three hours!
We already bought a piece of land where we can take care and bring comfort to our alaga, Shieken, Kenshie
and our ampon, Jamy and Kaliko. Kayod dito, kayod duon gawa mo just to survive them, pakain, fishing, pamamasyal sa park,
as I help you earn money para may makain sila. Thank you Mommy Shie!
No one is privy from among my friends where you
live, what do you do except a couple of them and my siblings. Your name is Fate.
You are the best and the greatest of all women I fall in love
with. You know why? You’ve seen what they haven’t seen. You’ve done what they haven’t done. With all
the sacrifices and the care, the thoughtfulness youre doing, I can't help but pray for gratitude to you and to our Father
in Heaven.
You are the most mataray woman I have ever known and yet love you so much because of that. Mataray in a
sense na lambing, after the taray comes the unusual sweetness in a lovely woman like you. You are making me crazy hon! I love
you so much!
I have the desire to look better for you, maybe gwapo? nevermind, sabi mo wala ng pag-asa, nakakalbo na
nga eh. Well, all you can ask to me - Are you one of us? Is your goal feasible?
That's what makes you so special, you've
seen me, heard my voice, talked with me things, plan out our future and share our deepest secrets and fears, and yet you love
for who I am, what I am…
Almost everyday we exchanged text messages. We're engaged in a chat from 10pm till wee
hours in the morning…that’s because you have access over the internet while you work and I have my DSL in my room.
It's so good to always communicate…it leads to knowing, it leads to understanding…to appreciation, to love. Hehe,
natutulog na nga me na may cucumber ang eyes.
When my sister and friends met with you, they said one thing. "I think
she is too beautiful for you." Hehehe bakit ganun sila..panget ba ako, hoy cute ako noh! Sabi ng mom ko!…pero ang nakakatuwa,
love mo pa rin ako! yehheheheyyyy. Yes honeyshie, my dearest Princess, you are a very beautiful woman, but not only that,
you have an even more beautiful mind, a kind heart, talents and intellect, faith and obedience.
 Cakes and flowers, invitations and plans are already in place.
We are getting married at the temple in a few more months. Everyday as we count the days it becomes more and more exciting,
thrilling and even overwhelming.
I offered to walk with you hand in hand to forever. And you willingly accepted it.
I love you so much, you love me too. I ask nothing but you, I dreamed nothing but be with you forever. Your name
is synonymous with EVERYTHING for me.
I thank you for your love. I can feel it so strong and so true. YOU SIMPLY SAY
THAT in every little and great things that you do.
The sublime truth about this all,
Your name my LOVE, is
FATE
For all time and Eternity
I love you.
You are a very lovely girl.
I said I love you- so much.
I
want to be with you forever..
In fact, I am truly-madly-deeply in love to you.
LOVE IS NOT SOMETHING THAT YOU SAY,
IT IS SOMETHING THAT YOU DO...
LOVE INDEED IS A VERB
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